pinkpanda

2010-04-13T22:48:00.001+08:00

goodbye blogger.
even though i really like this skin.
but im gonna dump you for something else.
try to catch me if you can.
may or may not blog here.
depends on my mood.
but im sure i wouldnt update this as often((:

try catching me!♥

2010-04-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

wahlaoehh
camp so bloodly boring.
grp mate not high
cypher camp was like seriously better!
dinnered with team 3((:
super awesome!
now im craving for waffle! anyone?

2010-04-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

im still feeling soooo damn tired from camp.
two days already.
i spend 2 twos sleeping and eating.

okay last week was rather crazy.
met up with the guy(sw, ivan and lyndon) for suki buffet.
lan and pooled after that. seriously, going out with them can make you go crazy.
listen to them talk about funny things that make you laugh till you start crying.
went for limelight too!
they improve alot!
hahhaa. im a lucky girl cause there was a extra ticket at the very last minute((:
camp was crazy.
seriously,
my group guys are really like crap.
one grp of retard.
but thats was what makes the grp fun!
hahhaaa.
okay, another camp tmr.
and im gonna like have macs for breakfast at 745am!
goodluck to me!

seriously, i feel tired talking to you already.
tell me, whats happening.

2010-04-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

i really like the smell of your cologne

2010-04-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

hurts to see what you say.

im so full now.
i think im gonna explode!
im super full!

2010-03-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

wth.
you tell me youre left out and stuff.
now i try to include you in and stuff.
and now you leave me out and treat me like i dont exsist.
you say we are like drifting apart and stuff
now, i try to create a convo with you, try to make myself so hyppe and stuff
and all you can reply is orhh.. okayy..
wth, telll me.
if you see this kind of message, what would you feel.
you can like talk to others like you energy wouldn;t die off and stuff
but to me, your a completlely different person.

to you two.
the gf and bf.
i had enough of your rollar coaster ride.
you two are the one i hold closely.
the one the can either make my day or break my day.
even though i know these kind of reply i would get
but whenever i see you text me, ill just smile.
and when i read, its another case.

im so sick and tired.
i dont know what to do or what to feel now.
so tell me, what am i suppose to do now?

2010-03-27T17:58:00.002+08:00

went bugis to practice for tuesday praise.
almost died.
songs were like killer
and since it was in the morning, it made it worseee
but my-oh-my! they were like sooo cooool!
cant wait to like seee what will happen

was on the phone with Sw just now.
crapped abit.
and he was like talking stuff..
in the end i was like telling him all my worries and stuff
haha...

im so boreeedddd noowwww.
im going play the guitar now((:

thanks Sw

2010-03-24T18:54:00.001+08:00

i dont know what to say anymore.

i need a break.
lets go have a kitkat!

2010-03-22T21:01:00.001+08:00

epic dungaree!

after configuring my laptop to window7

my precious modem cant read it!

so i cant go online!

what is this!

i need to fix this asap man!

wheres the love?

i hate to go through all this now.

2010-03-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

@icanread

i feel like a little girl when i talk to you.especially when you're in a really good mood.((:
you're like super high and stuff.

makes me feel like you're really interested.

2010-03-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

it feels so weird staying at home all day doing nothing.

hahha. i guess im use to doing stuff all day.

its like last year, i spend most of my time studying

thats why im not use to what im doing nowwwww.....

at least i have you for today!((:

nice, dont know who say keep monday free.

nvm, ill spend my day watching shows!

2010-03-14T18:13:00.002+08:00

@icanread.

was looking around and i saw this on fb.

D was telling himself this

until you learn to put God ahead of everything, nothing is going to fall into place.

imes, i think you should do that too!

hello, im imes.

nice to meet you.(:

2010-03-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

)):

things doesnt seem well.

plus, you seem soo far away.

plus, whenever i try to start a convo, you seem so bored and just end it off asap.

all i need is some fairy dust

happy people, i want to be like them too.(:

@theprincessblog

lets take the time machine and go back to when we are 5.

where sadness doesnt even kill us.
where you will never be alone.
where making new friends are like super cool
where no one is evil
where no one take you for granted
where things arent one way.

where i wouldnt cry till my eyes swell.

2010-03-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

fyi, it was all facts.

2010-03-11T00:51:00.002+08:00

i dont know what im suppose to feel now.

all i know is i keep shedding angry tears.

this is bad.

really bad.

everything feels so heavy now.

i want to sleep but there are like so much stuff for me to do.

oh wells~

i should just sleep and do it tmr.

2010-03-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

@theprincessblog

white queen's castle((:

so chiooo

i was talking to jing in the morning and she told me that im like super princessy

cause my msn background was like ferris wheels and my dp was that pink holga with pretty pink balloons.

went to rp with ivan to pass up all those form and stuff

brought our lappy there too but then we realise we need to make an appointment to configure it.

so we have to go back again!

oh man, cant believe im his school mate for the next 3 years!

hahahaha!.

i satisfied my craving for prunes!

so awesome leh!

:D:D:D

goodbyee

2010-03-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

deep inside, it hurts.

it really does.

2010-03-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

green ones for you((:

and the rest are mine!((:

2010-03-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

shouldi?

pooled with Bing han((:

its super fun even though i kept losing.

after that we went to cathy and watched wolfman!

wahlao.

freaky okay!

and i dont even get the storyline!

rather watch horror okay!

2010-03-02T19:10:00.001+08:00

cant believe that you're able to control my emotions.

2010-03-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

binghan; aye shirleen, you lover is feeling sad.

shirleen; whos my lover.

me; see! how to be happy sia!

epic dungaree !

2010-03-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

~~how?~~

~~im feel so sad, tired and confuse.~~

~~it hurts. it really does.~~

~~should i be brave?~~

2010-03-01T00:05:00.003+08:00

i think this will fill you for the moment.

@icanread

and i really do.

2010-02-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥

i like this version too!

♥♥♥

two is better than one?

2010-02-18T20:29:00.001+08:00

tongue tied and im freaking out

someone pls save me!)):

im yoursss~

yes, its stuck in my head

2010-02-13T19:48:00.002+08:00

went to ps after youth.

oh man! people are like selling roses!

and those flowers look soo pretty!

but its super expensive.

)):

im gonna spend valentine day with my family members!

woohoo~

steamboat♥

2010-02-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

expecting something.

shouldnt expect, cause the more i expect, the bigger the impact is.

and i seriously think my space button is hooha!

chicken.

such a lonely night.

2010-02-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

love disney princess!((:

they are just soo awesome!((:

love their songs too.

one of my favourite!((:

im not childish,

they are just nice((:

2010-02-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

@fuckyeahballoons.

♥♥♥ this is like super chio TTM!

okay, i know i do own a holga,

and yes! i do love it.

i like the way how this picture was taken!((:

looking at it makes me happy.

2010-02-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

so lonely inside, so busy out there

and all you wanted was somebody to care.

michelle branch; all you wanted

two years.

within two years i did crazy stuff.

and now, its time to say goodbye!

and within two years, i never had the chance to know you.

2010-02-04T21:50:00.001+08:00

2010-02-04T18:26:00.001+08:00

im feeling so low now.

and all i want is a hug.

am i asking too much?

freak! another mood swing.

seriously! amanda get this bad habit away!

2010-02-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

amanda the clown

im sick and tired of you playing around in my life.

all along i know what this was it.

but tell me amanda, what were you holding onto?

arent you a clown?

((:

2010-01-31T23:27:00.002+08:00

because i haven been waking up on time,

i made a deal.

if i dont wake up on time.

i'll put 5o cents to my hair dye funds!

im writing it here SO THAT I WILL REMIND MYSELF TO WAKE UP ON TIME!

; SO i wouldn't have 50cents less to spend!

dont you dare to laugh at me for doing this dumb thing.

yes its dumb!

but if it gets me to wake up on time, i dont really care!

and YEA.

I.AM.SUPER.SERIOUS.ABOUT.THIS.!

2010-01-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

i dont know whats happening

why am i losing my temper just like that?

stop crying amanda.

things doesnt disappear when you cry.

of course i want to be a happy girl.

but why, why cant i laugh and smile from the bottom of my heart

everything seem so superficial.

my dears, it takes two hands to clap.

2010-01-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

backfire.

screwed.

HELP!

2010-01-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

@fuckyeahbarbie

"Just like Barbie, always smiling, even if she doesn't want to."

@fuckyeahbarbie

im so sorryy.

2010-01-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

EPIC dungaree.

you will know it if you went for boot camp!

2010-01-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

yay! Thank GOD that im home((:

awesome talk with the girls!((:

and to you! and you and you!

hahaha

is that Your will?

if it is, i'll try my best to do what im told to!

2010-01-16T23:58:00.001+08:00

im so damn confuse.

i was happily fixing the puzzle you gave

and all of a sudden.

you decided to came is to mess it all up.

and now, im so confuse.

would you like to tell me whats going on now?

2010-01-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

@papertissue

sooo prettyy.

i want to go out one fine day to do some photo shoot too!

looks really fun!

and looking at pretty pictures just make me happy!

this explain why i was asking eunice to show me her pictures!

hahahaa.

looks like her life with her dslr is soo fun!((:

i want to take pretty pictures too!

OKAY I MUST LEARN!

((:

~~i dont know why but it hurts.~~

but i dont have any tears anymore.
i think i use it all up on monday.
oh wells.
its forget about sad monday.
cause im telling meself that i didnt have that result so i wouldn;t need to worry too much about where i wanna go.
even with this result i cant decided.
imagine if i did better.

~~it would be worse!~~

omg.

pins and needles

how awesome!

2010-01-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

seriously.

sometime you make me wanna slam you up the wall

sometime you like ought to be shot!

2010-01-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

im thinking too much right?

nothing really happen.

OMG. im like damn hungry lah!

seriously! whats wrong with me.?

double OMG.

IM COLLECTING RESULT on monday!

and guess what.

IM LIKE DAMN BLOODY CLUELESS ON WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO NEXT

seriously! FML!

2010-01-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

some pic i really like when we went dhoby green((:

I LOVEE MY HOLGA LOVE

and my JELLY BABY!

even though my pics dont turn out really good.

ill learn!((:

yea. some pic where really underexpose or over.

which didnt turn out.

ill learn!

((:

itsDAY 2

yes. im enjoying serve!((:

i love those people im working with!((:

the fun chats and serious talks.((:

yes, im still a little upset abt my phone being so quiet

still thinking why cant you be the first

thinking why cant i be the first

can so on and on.

i guess im not doing all those cause i know im able to survive without it((:

and i will survive!

2010-01-05T20:54:00.003+08:00

day one.

for 2 things that are going on in my life

yes! a brand new beginning.

a fresh new start, new school

and many many more.

things that would come that i would never ever expect it to be.

as you know, i seriously hate being unprepared!

i dont like to not know whats going on.

so now, i hate whats going on now.

i HAVE NO IDEA whats up.

yes. i know im in serve now.

but i have no idea whats next.

unlike secondary school.

ill know i have things to study, endless work to do.

at least i know whats up.

but now. seriously.

i think im lost.

this is bad!

i hate this!

and the feeling of uncertainty is back.

crap ttm!

~~my mom is like pms-ing.~~

~~how to talk to her?~~

edited//
i hate to admit this.
but i think i miss you like ttm)):

2010-01-04T15:01:00.000+08:00

urgh!

so sadd!

hhaa. but the way he walk is epic!

2010-01-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

♥♥

i seriously like this picture ttm!((:

yes.

im evil, i dont deny.

thank you dear friend!

you totally said what i really want to say.

♥♥

thank you so much for understanding me at your fingertip!

2010-01-01T01:52:00.003+08:00

happy new year everyone!

ITS over!

yes. 2009 may pass like boomxx or like some snail crawling

but thanks to you guys who were beside me, im able to pull it through!

thank you so much!

thank you for tolerating me.

thank you and i love you!((:

imagine me without you,

i'd be lost and so confuse

i wouldn't last a day

i'd be afraid without you to see me through. ♥♥♥♥

- imagine me without you.

yes, yp and i are like in love with this song!((:

2009-12-30T01:57:00.001+08:00

awww. so cute. the way he ''confess''!

hahahaa

awwwww.

watching this really so make me happy!

oppsss. im like spamming my blog. tsktsk

2009-12-30T00:37:00.003+08:00

you're the only reason why i choose to smile!

yalah! its for you! my dearest lover and my crasy friend!((:

oh mr sun, sun

mr golden sun,please shine down on me!

omg!

i thought thats was the entire song!

until 2 mins ago,

when yp type out the entire song!

im sooo noob, no childhood!

edited//

)): now, food isnt my sweetest drug!

how how?

2009-12-30T00:06:00.001+08:00

breathe imes breathe!

think positive!

be happy.

omg. this is like crappy ttm.

aiya. just make it work lah!

2009-12-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

seriously! i think im a clown!

why is my emotion ruling me!

im like super p about dont know what.

maybe about to many things that i dont really know what it is.

basket!

someone! jio me out for movie!

2009-12-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

my phone is soo quiet))):

i dont wanna be the first one.

i dont want to be that joker who assume things

how how.

i dont know what to do.

should i just leave it like that?

~~man, i'm a selfish bitch~~

2009-12-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

for now, you're my sweetest drug♥((:

~~if leaning on you shoulder is a habit.~~

talking to you is like a habit.
one fine day, when i wake up from all these dreams.
i would just walk off.
if im stubborn and not come clean, i'll hurt you.
i dont want history to repeat!

~~)):~~

come on amanda.

be as brave as a knight!

2009-12-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

i dont want this to die soo soon

i dont want this to be te temporal

i dont wanna build this friendship up and leads to no where

this is bad

i feel sick

2009-12-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ((:

and im peeling this christmas!)):

2009-12-23T00:57:00.001+08:00

im in love with glee!((:

and their songs!<3

feeling oh-so-happy looking at pictures!

2009-12-22T01:09:00.001+08:00

tell me how am i suppose to breathe with no air.

oh no! here comes the cycle!

))):

2009-12-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

)))))))))))))))))))):

everything changed.

i hate this!

why?

~~amanda, please stop thinking soo much.~~

~~)):~~

~~whhy do i feel so low?~~

2009-12-20T00:07:00.001+08:00

omg! watch this!

totally brighten my day.

even though it was really fine!

arhh! MELTED!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥v

2009-12-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

sentosa wasn't as bad as what i thought it would be.

so AWESOME

so FUN!

thank GOD for the AWESOME weather!

and im burnt!

arh!

how to look nice in the dress for my cousin wed?

arh! how how how!

OH! and i guessed it right!

THEY BOUGHT ME A HOLGA!

woohoo!

its LOVE!

this is how baby and love meet!((:

2009-12-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

sentosa tmr!

and guess what?

the only thing that is making me eggcited is my JELLY baby!

cant wait to use it! THIS IS SO AWESOME!

p.s LOVER! stop missing me! cause im like coughing like woo~

p.p.s pardon me for my random-ness! ((:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ es

2009-12-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

i experience both extreme moods within an hour!

after dating alyss for lunch.

she decided to give me a jelly cam!

(which i have been eyeing on)

so i wanted to try it out.

while trying to figuring out how to use that i realise there is a crack on my flash.

i thought i doesnt really matter, so i left it there.

and after buying the film the back door of the camera just keep coming out!

so how am i suppose to take picture?

yes, you may say just tape it.

just what!?

yp found out that THERE WAS A SPRING LOSE IN MY JELLY!

damn!

see! i dont even want to get any camera now!

super sad now!

arh!

and i lost my dress!

HORRIBLE!

~~i just i havent move on.~~

~~maybe i did, its just i feel that hurt now~~

2009-12-12T01:33:00.002+08:00

arhhhhhhhhhhh!

like what toh said.

i think im addicted to looking at camera online!

but i really feel so happyy looking at them!

and just by thinking of getting one really makes me feel super gay!

hahahhaaha!.<3

pool session was sooooooooooooooooooooo fun!

even though i was like super noob!

keep missing like woo.

but in the end i did better!

yay!

for the first time after dont know how long!

i feel happy during DECEMBER!

i dont feel sian about it! ((:

hahaha.

okay! im going gaga over K-pop now.

especially big bang!~~okay i know im slow~~

<3>

2009-12-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

i had sushi for dinner! (:

(Y)

hahah!

spent the entire day at home watching family outing!

ah! daesung so cuteeee!

melted!

was looking at camera online.

i want a few! eg. holga, eximus, jelly.....

hahah!

wahahahaha

maybe i would get one!

maybe eximus! but the white one!((:

i want them! :DD

2009-12-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

im so tired!

need massage badly.

bahhh

2009-11-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

yes im feeling green!

so what you're going to do now?

2009-11-26T21:00:00.004+08:00

dear mr_,yes, im silly. i just keep falling into your trick over and over again.
but ill just stand up and walk closer to you.
why??

how many time must this happen all over again till my heart erase you out of my life totally?

shopping with alyss!((:

watched case 39 and bought shoe!

now im broke.

LIKE TOTALLY.

~~see! this is why i dont like going home!~~

2009-11-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

- revenge is sweeter, the veronicas

i didnt know all this time,

im just a toy to you.

why dont you just go to some toy shop to get something else who would listen to you and play with you 24/7.

wouldnt it make you life 100 time better?

and you wound need to tolerate me.

im broke broke broke!

i want money!

i want to go out.

so aimless now.

ShingZ

whhy.

now whenever i have free time, i would think about you.

you're someone else.

how how how?

2009-11-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人

; 理想情人- Rainine Yang

i dont know what to do.

)):

but i know i wanna watch GLee!

:DDD

i know yp love this song!

hahaha. its nice okay! (:

2009-11-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ love me(:

LAST PAPER TMR!

AWESOME MAN!

Lord, please dont let anything bad happen anymore.

my heart is weak. cant take anymore blows.
no one says going through this is gonna be easy.

but with YOU nothing is impossible. amen.(:

2009-11-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

craving for cookie and muffins! D:

busy week ahead!

2009-11-06T21:50:00.001+08:00

I don't want to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! )))))))))))))))))):

2009-11-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

I don't want to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! )))))))))))))))))):

2009-11-04T17:17:00.001+08:00

((:

2009-11-03T15:17:00.001+08:00

Guess, I should leave this behind

Guess, I should erase and rewind

But somehow I cant't seem to stay away : Ashley Tisdale , erase and rewind

2009-11-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

watch this!

2009-11-01T16:42:00.003+08:00

Here's my formal invitation
You and me go masquerading
Lose ourselves in this charading

; Ashley Tisdale, Masquerade

im bored, hungry and feeling so ba.

pick yourself up and move on.

its just so hard to trust someone mow.

everyone is in their super nice mask.

who know whats inside.

mom is going indo till tues!

and im missing her now!

p.s she left 5 mins ago!

2009-10-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

you are seriously not gonna walk into my life ever again
once is enough

arh! O's!

2009-10-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

i hate it when people treat me like a joke when im telling them something serious!
if im that rebellious i would be like this okay!
i would be 123984230589 times worse
i lost my mood to study already!!
okay! i know i shouldnt be blogging cause im not suppose to use the com.
baaaa. isnt all this bad

okay i crapping.
IGNORE EVERTHING

you guys are just stepping on landmine!

2009-10-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

im dead. dead! dead!
arhhH!
i was flipping my organiser and i realise that its 2 more weeks!
i mean i know it was coming.
just that i didnt expect it to be soo soon!
i gonna die.
soo many stuff to do. so little time! give me a bigger memory card then!
and make coffee take it effect!

2009-09-27T16:15:00.001+08:00

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! soo many cravings now!
and i want to eat them all!
at this rate, im seriously going to gain 124358i7u654321kg!

2009-09-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

GOSH!
seriously! i dont know what you want!
you are like so unpredictable!
and can you seriously open your eyes?!
damn it! hate it when pple thinks that im their spare tire!

i was blog hoping and i saw this!

everyone!
watch this!

this first boy that went in is super duper cute!
hahha.
and theres one little girl who started eating the marshmallow the moment she went in! hah!

2009-09-24T18:33:00.002+08:00

i want one of them tooo!

i was walking around novena just now with audrey and we walk by the pet shop.
see these two super cute rabbit, one in black the other in grey!
wahhhhhhhhh. they like like super cute lah! i also want one of them!
i want a rabbit!!!!!
and guess what. all my saving are gone! thanks for eating sooo much amanda!
i see how you are going to buy your bag!

2009-09-23T19:22:00.001+08:00

BY2 我知道

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛

一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

2009-09-23T18:50:00.002+08:00

Nothing's gonna change my love for you.

♥♥♥♥.
one of the best((:

((:
MUST WAIT!

i was like super bored so i tired out Mystic Meg on FB
guess whats was it?
this is what she said
"Amanda, I bring you BAD news. You will soon be betrayed by a man whose name begins with the letter, F."
hahahahah~
this is really retard! but its kind of fun to see what prediction she gives!
(y)

im sorry i've said mean stuff. but you were seriously stepping on my tail.
now i see whats happening. i feel kind of bad. eh. i dont see the point of apologising. i did nothing.. im serious! at least i feel better doing this! wahaha

2009-09-20T22:14:00.001+08:00

arhhhhhhh. sommeone help me!

2009-09-19T22:22:00.004+08:00

juanjuan shared this vid during youth this evening

you know this show how aimless we are running?
we just keep running till we are tired or until we meet some roadblock.

played bridge with pris, yp and sam
hahah. super awesome but i kept losing.
waited for mR nath till 7.45 and headed to burger shack(i really cant remember the place. this should be the name) for dinner
awesome food!((:

p.s XW always ask random questions.the question he always ask.why i dont have a boyfriend
and i always give his this diao face. -.-

edited//
stupid emo songs.
now i feel soo sad.
i feel so empty.
waiting, waiting, waiting.

2009-09-17T13:49:00.002+08:00

wahhhh! icecream!♥

thanks to yp.
im addicted to icecream.
during the holidays we manage to finish 1.5l of icecream within half an hour?
on tuesday we went US for dinner and udders for dessert((:
met karene and jill there.
arhhh!
i seriously want icecream now!
okay. plan 1 im going to some supermarket to get one tub of icecream:D

2009-09-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

hahah! im watching America next top model!
wahhh! Allison Harvard is super pretty!!((:
wahahahha.

i dont want to leave this place.
i dont want to go somewhere new.
if i can, i wouldn't want to go oversea and study, not now.
not after O's. not so soon

2009-09-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

sometime i really wonder if im really that noob as what you guys think.
its like everyone is saying the same old thing.
and as times passes, you cant be bother to changing that point.
because no matter what, nothing seems to change.

damn it. i give up
i really do.
this is sooo freaking hard.

and my no.1 rule for now is still the same
the examples around me seriously just prove it
this is why im like staying out of that trouble

my head is going to blow so does my tolerance.
arh

2009-09-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

yes, im like this every single day!

during this hoildays, all my friends are like studying like dont know what
and im the only S who is slacking.
wheres the motivation i had during the beginning of the year.
where is that part of me where i wanna proof my S uncle wrong!
AMANDA! pls wake up!
someone pour a tub of ice water on me!

p.s sng place with yp just now. super awesome!
p.p.s her dad damn cool lah!

2009-09-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

somewhere there. i feeling all alone.
i feel that there is still that empty part there.
arh emo songs.
really makes me super emo.
i wanna go out with my friends!
even thought i have been going out the yp.
hahaha
i wanna go to sky park
i wanna go istana park with them
i wanna go sentosa to see sunsets!
someone!
make me start studying!
damn it. here we go again!
that stupid cycle.
and you! stop changing friends like you are changing clothes!

pardon me for my random post.
they are all not link
so ya.

2009-09-07T19:12:00.001+08:00

dont ask why.
this song kept ringing in my head.
the lyric, the lyric.

2009-09-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im serious/damn/super irritated!
im pms-ing
damn it!
what happen?
its like super dfgefaoe;grwiejdf
irritating irritating!
i ought to be smack!

2009-08-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo~
im done with orals! :3
!@#$%^&*(.
im super irritated.
stop talking about going oversea to study.
is seriously irritating me!
i know you like helping me. but by doing this you're giving me more stress!
'study hard okay! so i can bring you go Australia and study!'
is that all? is that the only stuff you can tell me?

someday i would just pluck out the damn telephone line.
(even thought it came back a few weeks ago)
trust me i would do it.
its soo irritating.
im not your . maid. come and do it yourself!

you know what?
when you're feeling at the lost point of time, all you need is your friends.

a little hug would do magic.

let her know you are always with her.
a little word of encouragement will make her day up.

or even, the simplest thing-be with her. do the job.
i dont understand why. why is it so hard to get you damn freaking attention!
even if im spending time with you, half of the time you would be on your phone. the other half, i seriouly dont know if you are even listening.
i guess im sooooo FREAKING boring that you cant be bothered by me

what makes me feel super good!

sunset, sunrise

pretty sky

couples.:))especially if they are you friends. dont ask why.
~~i wanna meet him too!~~

my super dear friends!
~~do you remember those days?~~

and FOOD of course!
~~they would make me numb for a moment~~

2009-08-25T18:44:00.001+08:00

listen to whats going on right now

O.o

and all of a sudden, i don't remember what i want to type.
)):
oh!oh!oh!
sat's game was super duper cool!
i just felt like sitting at some corner to watch the game.
its fun when new people comes in and play!)):
~~ohohoh! and lala's friend is cute lah!~~
watched where got ghost after that.
i seriously thought it was a comedy!
and alyss, toh and gab said it was too.
I DIDNT EXPECT THAT MOVIE TO BE SOO SCARY!.
almost died. especially during the second part.

look at my secret lover! ((:

i know he is super handsome! :3

looking at his picture would make my day
cause all i would do is to starting smiling to myself!.
:3

arh; orals tmr.
double arhhh; prelims, next week
triple arh; O's

2009-08-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

im so NOT emo!
i just stare into space.
every time and any time!
its a habit to me, i guess
this is why, sometimes i enjoy to be quiet :D

yes. i admit i look sleepy all the time!
but its not true that i am sleepy all the time!

Cascada - Evacuate The Dancefloor
its stuck in my head!

2009-08-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :DD

do you still remember nobody by wonder girls?
hahaha
suddenly im stuck to that song agn-.-
its okay.
the song it good! :D

and yes!
im back to schhoool!
i was super nervous lah
cant sleep, toss and turn
no wonder i fell asleep right after when L went out..
she was like those who didnt turn up last week come and collect your work...
and after she went i, i went straight to sleep!
thanks toh!((:
life saver!:D
young tau foo today!
not bad but my poor finger almost died.)):
wanna eat it agn!

2009-08-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
i feel sooo much better now!
my fever went down!:D
but im still a little lost
nothing seem to go into my head. D:
i hungry! again.
normally thos who are sick would eat lesser than what the usually do
but it does work in my case!
WHY!?

random convo with alyss
super retarded

~~where are the colour buttoms when i need them!~~
okay, ill cut it cut and summaries it.

me; arhh! i need to eat my medicine nowww! but i dont have any food at home!)):
alyss: huh, how are you going to eat your med? go drink something hot.
BUT NOT HOT WATER ARH! something like milo?
-cut-

ahahaha!
drink somehthing hot but not hot water!
ayss you super cute lah!
i thought only toh and my brain are burnt.
i think your is burnt too! hahahaha
okok.
my head is spinning like a merry-go-round
its time to sleep!)):

a song calling for you by ss501

it sound cute lor!:3
hahahaa